Easter

Easter usually designates change and new life. It is a rebirth from a hard and difficult winter. I realize this is a downer subject about the feelings I harbor of my husband. The funny thing is that he knows. Well, he's for one not a communicator. I'm tired of being the initiator. I don't like to struggle to have a conversation. The one that one is intimate with should be the one that has the most to discuss things with you would think. Well, I feel I can let this one ride itself out until it eventually comes to a head. Whether it be one day I need to call the police to get him out, so be it. I look forward to the day! Change is on the horizon for me and others. I'm not the only one who has troubles like this. I noticed an anonymous comment from a male. I could tell he was disgusted. No one should have to change for another. Love is sacrifice. Change should be done voluntarily , without prompts from others and out of love for someone else. I have bent over backwards and turned myself inside out. You know... I still want to be me. Love is unconditional. Usually, when someone loves another nothing really matters. I think when things are out of order and they become so confusing that there is only one person that is the one who sees what needs to be done on a constant basis, it's eventually going to put strains on the best of relationships. Love still requires commitment so there are conditions. I guess one day we wake up and say, I'm tired of this nauseous feeling I get everyday, the feeling of hared and feeling crabby because you know it's going to be the same thing another day, where things go in one ear to your 'mate', and out the other. What's worse is being ignored. You put on your make up, do your hair but there's never a sign of a compliment. Would there then be any criticism either... none offered. Is this guy a droid? When he was made the sensitive parts and emotions were left out. So, no wonder so many are looking for their 'soul mate'. Life is short. One wants to have the best in a relationship possible.

What would you do and how do you feel? I want to know if I touched a nerve out here. One great thing I found and spoke briefly about is a Friends Win and Friends Win University. Because of these great members I am able to carry with my life. There's a great team that is cohesive and really works together. I look forward to posting in the blog that was created to bring more like-minded people together not satisfied with the status quo in their life. A place to speak out and make your voice heard. Give an opinion, ask questions.